Today Olivia has yet another pleasant encounter with Rafe. He blames Olivia for her disappearance. She finally doesn’t hold back the words and tells him maybe it’s because of him and his church Natalia has left. Olivia will see her daughter Ava tomorrow for Jeffery’s funeral.

Olivia attempts another road trip this time with Emma. Olivia reconsiders taking Emma with her because Emma was getting a little scared by mommy’s behavior. In Chicago, Olivia enters a bar and talks to the bartender who is familiar with Natalia from the past. The bartender has not seen Natalia however Olivia refuses to believe him. Doesn’t Olivia know you can’t go bar hopping while on a religious retreat? Olivia loses it and hand cuffs herself to a partitioned wall thus getting herself arrested. Josh arrives to bail her out.

Olivia eating and drinking to comfort her sorrows is visited by Blake. Blake finds Olivia on the floor of her bathroom with the shower running. Blake tells Olivia she needs to “go back to her roots, that’s going to tell you everything”. Then she walks her to the bathroom to take a hot shower. Olivia prepares for a road trip with Emma to Chicago to find Natalia.

Olivia and Doris show for Bill and Lizzie’s wedding. Olivia tries to put on a happy even after a disrespectful comment from Rafe. With all this love in the air giving Olivia hayfever, Olivia leaves asking Phillip to take care of Emma.

Olivia and Doris head out to search for Natalia. Doris has a list of all retreats and Olivia has the motivation. She explains to Doris she has to make Natalia understand they can get through whatever it is that’s keeping them apart. Olivia loses control at their final retreat stop and yells out to the heavens for Natalia as if she’s in some Tennessee Williams play. Beaten and broken and not wanting to be pathetic, Olivia gives up her search and heads home.
Another great performance by Crystal Chappell.

Oh dear! Olivia searches all over town for her runaway Natalia. No call or warning, Olivia is in disbelief that Natalia would do that after getting confirmation straight from Father Ray’s lips. Olivia is distraught and can’t drive or think clearly. Getting help from Phillip, she arrives back at the farm house where she attempts to leave a note but loses control and throws everything she has in her hands at Natalia’s house. Olivia breaks down again and Crystal gives another great performance.

Today’s episode was devastating, heartbreaking and tear jerking!. That’s it. That’s all she wrote!
I will add the best thing about today’s episode was the amazing performance by Crystal Chappell a truly gifted actress.

I don’t even know where to begin with today’s episode. Olivia and Emma arrive at the bbq without Natalia who is roaming the earth looking for answers to life’s questions: “What is the bigger sin, loving a woman or not marrying Frank”. Is she being punished by God? Will she show for the bbq or will she run away as suggested by Fr Ray to leave Olivia with a broken heart.

Today we begin where we left poor pregnant Natalia watching her new iPhone counting down the five minutes waiting time for the pregnancy stick results. Olivia still in the kitchen with Emma unaware of her girlfriends condition. Olivia is “a big cheeseball” and over the moon with excitement about coming out together as a couple and a family. Natalia visits the hospital with the support of Blake to confirm her condition with blood work. Can you say, “watch out Olivia, there’s a train headed your way!”